she cheated. doesnt that bother you??
moving on.
so i think im at the stage where i am ready to let go of the past and move forward. even if that seems to be without the people i thought would be there. its been a long 11 months and i have realised that you cant mix busines and pleasure in a matter of speaking.. having a best friend that you sleep with does not go. it complicates things no end and there are feelings you would never ever think you could feel! everything from hate to love and everything in between. see because even though we had something so special on top of the friendship, we now have nothing because feelings have got in the way and ultimately ruined an amazing friendship. its a scary thing not having someone you thought would always be there in life suddenly not, but i think this will help me in be a better judge or situations and characters in the future and i have definately learnt from my mistakes. never make the same mistake twice because that would be very silly indeed. i do hope that someday, maybe months and months away but we can get past this initial tension, awkwardness and even maybe the hate that we feel towards each other.
girl you are amazing.. just the way you are.
when i see your face, there is not a thing that i would change. because you are amazing. just the way you are. and when you smile. the whole world stops and stares for a while. because girl you are amazing. just the way you are.
